Thursday, January 28, 2010

Still here but forgotten

Don't you remember?
Can't you see his face?
he was not the first
or the last... but he is.
You have erased him
No space in your heart
He wanted you in his
but rejection is all he got
He will move on
stronger for it all
But a piece of you is out there
You know... but choose to ignore.

©Lainey Starr 2010

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Talk to me

So you heard what I said.. or so you think

So you don’t like what I said.. or so you think

I know that this is a new year but I have been a new me

For much longer than this year is old.

I stand tall and face the sun

Whether is warms or burns, I face it head on

I want you know to know if you have an issue

Talk to me

If you think I’ve wronged you,

Talk to me

Don’t ask my…well you know who

Talk to me

It will become crystal clear when you just

Talk to me

I’ve said before that it’s time for a new leaf

I won’t ever go back to an old bush

I want to grow like the tallest tree

In goodness and truth

I’ll give you what you give me.. all u need to do is

Talk to me

Feel me out… no need

Ill tell you if you

Talk to me

Wonder where my head is.. again, no need if you just

Talk to me

Take your time.. the words may not come easy

But you will feel much better… after you….

Talk to me

©Lainey Starr 2010

Come back

It’s been too long since I’ve held

Your heart in my hands and didn’t want to let go

It’s been too long since I’ve heard your laugh

And known I was the cause of it.

It makes me smile that I make you smile

Do you remember.. that time. When we..

There are so many sentences that start off

But then they ended.

Was it with a period or a comma

Has our story had a conclusion

Or a To Be Continued

So many sunrises and sunsets that have not been seen

So many stars that have not been gazed upon

I lay in the bed.. thinking of you

Of our time and when it will come again

When will it come again

Am I a fool for never wanting it to end

As a girl I was taught to believe..

In the happily ever after

And I want mine

I want you as mine

I want us

Come back to us

©Lainey Starr 2010

Run with me

Run with me

Can you match my stroke

Can you go lick for lick

If I throw it at you can you give it back

If I want it hard and fast

Or soft and slow

Can you show me just how low you can go

If you have a trick… up your sleeve

Can you take off your shirt and do it ..backwards

If you have a taste for something sweet

Can you handle the dose that I will give

Stretch your muscles as far as you can

And then stretch me further

Use me to bring the sweat to your brow

The blood to a boil

The breath to a pant

Use me to fill you

Drain you

Drench you

Run with me.. till we finish over and over again


©Lainey Starr 2010