Sick

That feeling I get deep in the pit of my stomach
The churning and the turning
I am queasy with the thought,
of you.. with her.. and not me

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I didn't write the story this way
The verses don't flow like I want,
I am to be.. the one to do
any and every thing for you.

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Instead..... I am sick
writhing with the pain
of a hurt heart.
Wondering if there can be
any relief,
any cure,
any rehab
....from you

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Pain's so intense, worse than I'd ever felt.
And then... something happened.
A new therapy.. a different medicine
I've got a new prescription and ...damn
It's really...
Truly....
done my body some good
© Lainey Starr 2010