Hungry

Mouth Wide
I'm open
Ready to receive
What you give... Freely
What I take.... Greedily
Hungry for it all.
Nothing rejected
I'll use it all
As my gift to the world
I will remember to recycle
Giving it back to you
Feeding you spoonfuls
Until you begin to bite
Hungry?
Feed on me
See it in my eyes?
I.Am.Hungry.

©Lainey Starr 2010

It's Da Morning

In the morning I am awakened
By that that has already risen
A kiss on the cheek
A nudge in my back
Instantly bringing back to my mind
The high of the late night
The touch of your hands
The lines drawn in the sand
And us crossing every one
The outside world disappearing
Only leaving..
me and you
You and me
Me over you
you over me
Bodies twisting and turning
Memory erasing
What is my name again?
Touch that place in me
That makes me flood
And grab the sheets and the air and my hair
And your head putting it where I need it to be
Alarm goes off..
What was I supposed to do?
Blackberry going off..
What was on the schedule?
Doesn’t matter..
Only thing that is getting done is you
It’s da morning…I think…

©Lainey Starr 2010

Flip Me

It wasn’t supposed to go down like that
I am used to being on top
As strong as I know I am
I found your strength… drawing me in
Instead of Mistress I found myself
Moaning Daddy over and over
My body confused
My senses so high
My spot so wet and in tune.. to you
Your words leading me
Your voice carrying me
To a place unknown yet I was unafraid
I was safe with you
Your hands led me there
Your voice told me, firmly, where I should be
Your instructions had me begging for more
I am not used to this
I am used to being on top
Looking up to you I felt I was..
Exactly where I belonged..
Flip me again Daddy… please…

©Lainey Starr 2010

I was wondering

I was wondering what made me look twice in your direction

I was wondering how I was so caught on your every word

Why did I get shy around you

It was hard to even give a smile

But inside.. oh inside I was talking a mile a minute

I was sharing with you all of who I am

I was laughing and crying and loving and trying

To get you to see.. me

I was wondering if you would give me a chance

A chance to learn about the man you are

A chance to see behind your eyes

To let me trace your lips with my tongue

To allow me to listen to you sleep

I was wondering if I had enough courage

If I took the first step

If I held out my hand..would you take it

If I held out my heart..would you break it

I was wondering if I kiss you can I have another

And another, and another

If I asked for a hug.. can I have one…thousand

Can we watch tv and just listen to music

Can we just be…

I’ve been wondering a lot…

I’ve been wanting to ask

The strength to take that first step has escaped me

I’ve missed an opportunity once

I’ve missed that touch of your hand on my skin

I’ve missed that look in your eyes

I didn’t get to hold it enough

So I wonder… can I

Talk to you

Kiss you

Hold you

Touch you

Know you

I was just wondering….

©Lainey Starr 2010

0 ain't all bad

How many men can make me feel like you? 0

How many can make me boil like you do? 0

How many can take me and mold my heart like you? 0

Who can love me like you do? No one

Is there one that gives me as much as you do? No

How much more can he love me than you? He can’t

Can anyone make me see what a real man can do, besides you? No

Who holds my hands with better care? No one

Who caresses my soul better? No one

How many can make me love with such force? 0

So you see… 0 ain’t all that bad after all….

©Lainey Starr 2010

The Test

So you ask a question

I answer

No stutter, no hesitation

No smile, no laugh

Just the straight out, honest truth.

You run and hide

Afraid to speak your mind WITH me

Determined that you have the only and right side

Unfair it is

Cowardly as well

It’s actually quite puzzling

Immature

Time waste

But if it helps you rest at night

If having the ‘last word’ comforts you

Then I guess it’s a win/win situation

You tried to test me with hurt feelings

And I guess.. we both failed.

©Lainey Starr 2010

Clean

My skin reeks of you

Of your words

Of your lies

Of your unfinished sentences

My hair smells of partial stories

And the promise of sweet smells

My sweat pours out

Filled with aggravation

Tainted with hope unfulfilled

I am out of breath

From asking the same question o’er again

My mouth dry from asking why

Why did you do it

Why couldn’t you say it

Why did you not see…me

I want to be rid of this smell

I want no part of this filth

The dirty thoughts that used to entice

Only leave a sour taste in my mouth now

I want to be finished..

I want to be through

So I do what I have to do

I find..my strength.. as I always will

I will wash me

I will strip me of you

I will rid my soul of the hope of us

I will rinse off the start of you

I will close that door

I will be clean.

And I will start again.

©Lainey Starr 2010